Somethingoccurred, however, togiveher a differentduty. Mary, often a littleunwell, andalwaysthinking a greatdealofherowncomplaints, andalwaysinthehabitofclaimingAnnewhenanythingwasthematter, wasindisposed; andforeseeingthatsheshouldnothave a day's healthalltheautumn, entreated, orratherrequiredher, foritwashardlyentreaty, tocometoUppercrossCottage, andbearhercompanyaslongassheshouldwanther, insteadofgoingtoBath.
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"I cannotpossiblydowithoutAnne," wasMary's reasoning; andElizabeth's replywas, "Then I amsureAnnehadbetterstay, fornobodywillwantherinBath."
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Tobeclaimedas a good, thoughinanimproperstyle, isatleastbetterthanbeingrejectedasnogoodatall; andAnne, gladtobethoughtofsomeuse, gladtohaveanythingmarkedoutas a duty, andcertainlynotsorrytohavethesceneofitinthecountry, andherowndearcountry, readilyagreedtostay.
Sofarallwasperfectlyright; butLadyRussellwasalmoststartledbythewrongofonepartoftheKellynchHallplan, whenitburstonher, whichwas, MrsClay's beingengagedtogotoBathwithSirWalterandElizabeth, as a mostimportantandvaluableassistanttothelatterinallthebusinessbeforeher. LadyRussellwasextremelysorrythatsuch a measureshouldhavebeenresortedtoatall, wondered, grieved, andfeared; andtheaffrontitcontainedtoAnne, inMrsClay's beingofsomuchuse, whileAnnecouldbeofnone, was a verysoreaggravation.
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Anneherselfwasbecomehardenedtosuchaffronts; butshefelttheimprudenceofthearrangementquiteaskeenlyasLadyRussell. With a greatdealofquietobservation, and a knowledge, whichsheoftenwishedless, ofherfather's character, shewassensiblethatresultsthemostserioustohisfamilyfromtheintimacyweremorethanpossible. Shedidnotimaginethatherfatherhadatpresentanideaofthekind. MrsClayhadfreckles, and a projectingtooth, and a clumsywrist, whichhewascontinuallymakingsevereremarksupon, inherabsence; butshewasyoung, andcertainlyaltogetherwell-looking, andpossessed, inanacutemindandassiduouspleasingmanners, infinitelymoredangerousattractionsthananymerelypersonalmighthavebeen. Annewassoimpressedbythedegreeoftheirdanger, thatshecouldnotexcuseherselffromtryingtomakeitperceptibletohersister. Shehadlittlehopeofsuccess; butElizabeth, whointheeventofsuch a reversewouldbesomuchmoretobepitiedthanherself, shouldnever, shethought, havereasontoreproachherforgivingnowarning.
"MrsClay," saidshe, warmly, "neverforgetswhosheis; andas I amratherbetteracquaintedwithhersentimentsthanyoucanbe, I canassureyou, thatuponthesubjectofmarriagetheyareparticularlynice, andthatshereprobatesallinequalityofconditionandrankmorestronglythanmostpeople. Andastomyfather, I reallyshouldnothavethoughtthathe, whohaskepthimselfsinglesolongforoursakes, needbesuspectednow. IfMrsClaywere a verybeautifulwoman, I grantyou, itmightbewrongtohavehersomuchwithme; notthatanythingintheworld, I amsure, wouldinducemyfathertomake a degradingmatch, buthemightberenderedunhappy. ButpoorMrsClaywho, withallhermerits, canneverhavebeenreckonedtolerablypretty, I reallythinkpoorMrsClaymaybestayinghereinperfectsafety. Onewouldimagineyouhadneverheardmyfatherspeakofherpersonalmisfortunes, though I knowyoumustfiftytimes. Thattoothofher's andthosefreckles. Frecklesdonotdisgustmesoverymuchastheydohim. I haveknown a facenotmateriallydisfiguredby a few, butheabominatesthem. YoumusthaveheardhimnoticeMrsClay's freckles."
"I thinkverydifferently," answeredElizabeth, shortly; "anagreeablemannermaysetoffhandsomefeatures, butcanneveralterplainones. However, atanyrate, as I have a greatdealmoreatstakeonthispointthananybodyelsecanhave, I thinkitratherunnecessaryinyoutobeadvisingme."
Thelastofficeofthefourcarriage-horseswastodrawSirWalter, MissElliot, andMrsClaytoBath. Thepartydroveoffinverygoodspirits; SirWalterpreparedwithcondescendingbowsforalltheafflictedtenantryandcottagerswhomighthavehad a hinttoshowthemselves, andAnnewalkedupatthesametime, in a sortofdesolatetranquillity, totheLodge, whereshewastospendthefirstweek.
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Herfriendwasnotinbetterspiritsthanherself. LadyRussellfeltthisbreak-upofthefamilyexceedingly. Theirrespectabilitywasasdeartoherasherown, and a dailyintercoursehadbecomepreciousbyhabit. Itwaspainfultolookupontheirdesertedgrounds, andstillworsetoanticipatethenewhandstheyweretofallinto; andtoescapethesolitarinessandthemelancholyofsoaltered a village, andbeoutofthewaywhenAdmiralandMrsCroftfirstarrived, shehaddeterminedtomakeherownabsencefromhomebeginwhenshemustgiveupAnne. Accordinglytheirremovalwasmadetogether, andAnnewassetdownatUppercrossCottage, inthefirststageofLadyRussell's journey.
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Uppercrosswas a moderate-sizedvillage, which a fewyearsbackhadbeencompletelyintheoldEnglishstyle, containingonlytwohousessuperiorinappearancetothoseoftheyeomenandlabourers; themansionofthesquire, withitshighwalls, greatgates, andoldtrees, substantialandunmodernized, andthecompact, tightparsonage, enclosedinitsownneatgarden, with a vineand a pear-treetrainedrounditscasements; butuponthemarriageoftheyoung 'squire, ithadreceivedtheimprovementof a farm-houseelevatedinto a cottage, forhisresidence, andUppercrossCottage, withitsveranda, Frenchwindows, andotherprettiness, wasquiteaslikelytocatchthetraveller's eyeasthemoreconsistentandconsiderableaspectandpremisesoftheGreatHouse, about a quarterof a milefartheron.
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HereAnnehadoftenbeenstaying. SheknewthewaysofUppercrossaswellasthoseofKellynch. Thetwofamiliesweresocontinuallymeeting, somuchinthehabitofrunninginandoutofeachother's houseatallhours, thatitwasrather a surprisetohertofindMaryalone; butbeingalone, herbeingunwellandoutofspiritswasalmost a matterofcourse. Thoughbetterendowedthantheeldersister, MaryhadnotAnne's understandingnortemper. Whilewell, andhappy, andproperlyattendedto, shehadgreatgoodhumourandexcellentspirits; butanyindispositionsunkhercompletely. Shehadnoresourcesforsolitude; andinheriting a considerableshareoftheElliotself-importance, wasverypronetoaddtoeveryotherdistressthatoffancyingherselfneglectedandill-used. Inperson, shewasinferiortobothsisters, andhad, eveninherbloom, onlyreachedthedignityofbeing "a finegirl." Shewasnowlyingonthefadedsofaoftheprettylittledrawing-room, theonceelegantfurnitureofwhichhadbeengraduallygrowingshabby, undertheinfluenceoffoursummersandtwochildren; and, onAnne's appearing, greetedherwith--
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"So, youarecomeatlast! I begantothink I shouldneverseeyou. I amsoill I canhardlyspeak. I havenotseen a creaturethewholemorning!"
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"I amsorrytofindyouunwell," repliedAnne. "Yousentmesuch a goodaccountofyourselfonThursday!"
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"Yes, I madethebestofit; I alwaysdo: but I wasveryfarfromwellatthetime; and I donotthink I everwassoillinmylifeas I havebeenallthismorning: veryunfittobeleftalone, I amsure. Suppose I weretobeseizedof a suddeninsomedreadfulway, andnotabletoringthebell! So, LadyRussellwouldnotgetout. I donotthinkshehasbeeninthishousethreetimesthissummer."
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Annesaidwhatwasproper, andenquiredafterherhusband. "Oh! Charlesisoutshooting. I havenotseenhimsinceseven o'clock. Hewouldgo, though I toldhimhowill I was. Hesaidheshouldnotstayoutlong; buthehasnevercomeback, andnowitisalmostone. I assureyou, I havenotseen a soulthiswholelongmorning."
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"Youhavehadyourlittleboyswithyou?"
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"Yes, aslongas I couldbeartheirnoise; buttheyaresounmanageablethattheydomemoreharmthangood. LittleCharlesdoesnotmind a word I say, andWalterisgrowingquiteasbad."
27
"Well, youwillsoonbebetternow," repliedAnne, cheerfully. "Youknow I alwayscureyouwhen I come. HowareyourneighboursattheGreatHouse?"
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"I cangiveyounoaccountofthem. I havenotseenoneofthemto-day, exceptMrMusgrove, whojuststoppedandspokethroughthewindow, butwithoutgettingoffhishorse; andthough I toldhimhowill I was, notoneofthemhavebeennearme. ItdidnothappentosuittheMissMusgroves, I suppose, andtheyneverputthemselvesoutoftheirway."
"I neverwantthem, I assureyou. Theytalkandlaugh a greatdealtoomuchforme. Oh! Anne, I amsoveryunwell! ItwasquiteunkindofyounottocomeonThursday."
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"MydearMary, recollectwhat a comfortableaccountyousentmeofyourself! Youwroteinthecheerfullestmanner, andsaidyouwereperfectlywell, andinnohurryforme; andthatbeingthecase, youmustbeawarethatmywishwouldbetoremainwithLadyRusselltothelast: andbesideswhat I feltonheraccount, I havereallybeensobusy, havehadsomuchtodo, that I couldnotveryconvenientlyhaveleftKellynchsooner."
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"Dearme! whatcanyoupossiblyhavetodo?"
33
"A greatmanythings, I assureyou. Morethan I canrecollectin a moment; but I cantellyousome. I havebeenmaking a duplicateofthecatalogueofmyfather's booksandpictures. I havebeenseveraltimesinthegardenwithMackenzie, tryingtounderstand, andmakehimunderstand, whichofElizabeth's plantsareforLadyRussell. I havehadallmyownlittleconcernstoarrange, booksandmusictodivide, andallmytrunkstorepack, fromnothavingunderstoodintimewhatwasintendedastothewaggons: andonething I havehadtodo, Mary, of a moretryingnature: goingtoalmosteveryhouseintheparish, as a sortoftake-leave. I wastoldthattheywishedit. Butallthesethingstookup a greatdealoftime."
34
"Oh! well!" andafter a moment's pause, "butyouhaveneveraskedmeonewordaboutourdinneratthePoolesyesterday."
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"Didyougothen? I havemadenoenquiries, because I concludedyoumusthavebeenobligedtogiveuptheparty."
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"Ohyes! I went. I wasverywellyesterday; nothingatallthematterwithmetillthismorning. Itwouldhavebeenstrangeif I hadnotgone."
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"I amverygladyouwerewellenough, and I hopeyouhad a pleasantparty."
38
"Nothingremarkable. Onealwaysknowsbeforehandwhatthedinnerwillbe, andwhowillbethere; anditissoveryuncomfortablenothaving a carriageofone's own. MrandMrsMusgrovetookme, andweweresocrowded! Theyarebothsoverylarge, andtakeupsomuchroom; andMrMusgrovealwayssitsforward. So, therewas I, crowdedintothebackseatwithHenriettaandLouisa; and I thinkitverylikelythatmyillnessto-daymaybeowingtoit."
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A littlefurtherperseveranceinpatienceandforcedcheerfulnessonAnne's sideproducednearly a cureonMary's. Shecouldsoonsituprightonthesofa, andbegantohopeshemightbeabletoleaveitbydinner-time. Then, forgettingtothinkofit, shewasattheotherendoftheroom, beautifying a nosegay; then, sheatehercoldmeat; andthenshewaswellenoughtopropose a littlewalk.
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"Whereshallwego?" saidshe, whentheywereready. "I supposeyouwillnotliketocallattheGreatHousebeforetheyhavebeentoseeyou?"
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"I havenotthesmallestobjectiononthataccount," repliedAnne. "I shouldneverthinkofstandingonsuchceremonywithpeople I knowsowellasMrsandtheMissMusgroves."
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"Oh! buttheyoughttocalluponyouassoonaspossible. Theyoughttofeelwhatisduetoyouasmysister. However, wemayaswellgoandsitwiththem a littlewhile, andwhenwehavethatover, wecanenjoyourwalk."
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Annehadalwaysthoughtsuch a styleofintercoursehighlyimprudent; butshehadceasedtoendeavourtocheckit, frombelievingthat, thoughtherewereoneachsidecontinualsubjectsofoffence, neitherfamilycouldnowdowithoutit. TotheGreatHouseaccordinglytheywent, tositthefullhalfhourintheold-fashionedsquareparlour, with a smallcarpetandshiningfloor, towhichthepresentdaughtersofthehouseweregraduallygivingtheproperairofconfusionby a grandpiano-forteand a harp, flower-standsandlittletablesplacedineverydirection. Oh! couldtheoriginalsoftheportraitsagainstthewainscot, couldthegentlemeninbrownvelvetandtheladiesinbluesatinhaveseenwhatwasgoingon, havebeenconsciousofsuchanoverthrowofallorderandneatness! Theportraitsthemselvesseemedtobestaringinastonishment.