AnneandHenrietta, findingthemselvestheearliestofthepartythenextmorning, agreedtostrolldowntotheseabeforebreakfast. Theywenttothesands, towatchtheflowingofthetide, which a finesouth-easterlybreezewasbringinginwithallthegrandeurwhichsoflat a shoreadmitted. Theypraisedthemorning; gloriedinthesea; sympathizedinthedelightofthefresh-feelingbreeze--andweresilent; tillHenriettasuddenlybeganagainwith--
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"Oh! yes,--I amquiteconvincedthat, withveryfewexceptions, thesea-airalwaysdoesgood. TherecanbenodoubtofitshavingbeenofthegreatestservicetoDrShirley, afterhisillness, lastspringtwelve-month. Hedeclareshimself, thatcomingtoLymefor a month, didhimmoregoodthanallthemedicinehetook; and, thatbeingbythesea, alwaysmakeshimfeelyoungagain. Now, I cannothelpthinkingit a pitythathedoesnotliveentirelybythesea. I dothinkhehadbetterleaveUppercrossentirely, andfixatLyme. Donotyou, Anne? Donotyouagreewithme, thatitisthebestthinghecoulddo, bothforhimselfandMrsShirley? Shehascousinshere, youknow, andmanyacquaintance, whichwouldmakeitcheerfulforher, and I amsureshewouldbegladtogetto a placewhereshecouldhavemedicalattendanceathand, incaseofhishavinganotherseizure. Indeed I thinkitquitemelancholytohavesuchexcellentpeopleasDrandMrsShirley, whohavebeendoinggoodalltheirlives, wearingouttheirlastdaysin a placelikeUppercross, where, exceptingourfamily, theyseemshutoutfromalltheworld. I wishhisfriendswouldproposeittohim. I reallythinktheyought. And, astoprocuring a dispensation, therecouldbenodifficultyathistimeoflife, andwithhischaracter. Myonlydoubtis, whetheranythingcouldpersuadehimtoleavehisparish. Heissoverystrictandscrupulousinhisnotions; over-scrupulous I mustsay. Donotyouthink, Anne, itisbeingover-scrupulous? Donotyouthinkitisquite a mistakenpointofconscience, when a clergymansacrificeshishealthforthesakeofduties, whichmaybejustaswellperformedbyanotherperson? AndatLymetoo, onlyseventeenmilesoff, hewouldbenearenoughtohear, ifpeoplethoughttherewasanythingtocomplainof."
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Annesmiledmorethanoncetoherselfduringthisspeech, andenteredintothesubject, asreadytodogoodbyenteringintothefeelingsof a youngladyasof a youngman, thoughhereitwasgoodof a lowerstandard, forwhatcouldbeofferedbutgeneralacquiescence? Shesaidallthatwasreasonableandproperonthebusiness; felttheclaimsofDrShirleytoreposeassheought; sawhowverydesirableitwasthatheshouldhavesomeactive, respectableyoungman, as a residentcurate, andwasevencourteousenoughtohintattheadvantageofsuchresidentcurate's beingmarried.
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"I wish," saidHenrietta, verywellpleasedwithhercompanion, "I wishLadyRusselllivedatUppercross, andwereintimatewithDrShirley. I havealwaysheardofLadyRussellas a womanofthegreatestinfluencewitheverybody! I alwayslookuponherasabletopersuade a persontoanything! I amafraidofher, as I havetoldyoubefore, quiteafraidofher, becausesheissoveryclever; but I respectheramazingly, andwishwehadsuch a neighbouratUppercross."
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AnnewasamusedbyHenrietta's mannerofbeinggrateful, andamusedalsothatthecourseofeventsandthenewinterestsofHenrietta's viewsshouldhaveplacedherfriendatallinfavourwithanyoftheMusgrovefamily; shehadonlytime, however, for a generalanswer, and a wishthatsuchanotherwomanwereatUppercross, beforeallsubjectssuddenlyceased, onseeingLouisaandCaptainWentworthcomingtowardsthem. Theycamealsofor a strolltillbreakfastwaslikelytobeready; butLouisarecollecting, immediatelyafterwardsthatshehadsomethingtoprocureat a shop, invitedthemalltogobackwithherintothetown. Theywereallatherdisposal.
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Whentheycametothesteps, leadingupwardsfromthebeach, a gentleman, atthesamemomentpreparingtocomedown, politelydrewback, andstoppedtogivethemway. Theyascendedandpassedhim; andastheypassed, Anne's facecaughthiseye, andhelookedatherwith a degreeofearnestadmiration, whichshecouldnotbeinsensibleof. Shewaslookingremarkablywell; herveryregular, veryprettyfeatures, havingthebloomandfreshnessofyouthrestoredbythefinewindwhichhadbeenblowingonhercomplexion, andbytheanimationofeyewhichithadalsoproduced. Itwasevidentthatthegentleman, (completely a gentlemaninmanner) admiredherexceedingly. CaptainWentworthlookedroundatherinstantlyin a waywhichshewedhisnoticingofit. Hegaveher a momentaryglance, a glanceofbrightness, whichseemedtosay, "Thatmanisstruckwithyou, andeven I, atthismoment, seesomethinglikeAnneElliotagain."
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AfterattendingLouisathroughherbusiness, andloiteringabout a littlelonger, theyreturnedtotheinn; andAnne, inpassingafterwardsquicklyfromherownchambertotheirdining-room, hadnearlyrunagainsttheverysamegentleman, ashecameoutofanadjoiningapartment. Shehadbeforeconjecturedhimtobe a strangerlikethemselves, anddeterminedthat a well-lookinggroom, whowasstrollingaboutnearthetwoinnsastheycameback, shouldbehisservant. Bothmasterandmanbeinginmourningassistedtheidea. Itwasnowprovedthathebelongedtothesameinnasthemselves; andthissecondmeeting, shortasitwas, alsoprovedagainbythegentleman's looks, thathethoughthersverylovely, andbythereadinessandproprietyofhisapologies, thathewas a manofexceedinglygoodmanners. Heseemedaboutthirty, andthoughnothandsome, hadanagreeableperson. Annefeltthatsheshouldliketoknowwhohewas.
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Theyhadnearlydonebreakfast, whenthesoundof a carriage, (almostthefirsttheyhadheardsinceenteringLyme) drewhalfthepartytothewindow. Itwas a gentleman's carriage, a curricle, butonlycomingroundfromthestable-yardtothefrontdoor; somebodymustbegoingaway. Itwasdrivenby a servantinmourning.
"No, ma'am, hedidnotmentionnoparticularfamily; buthesaidhismasterwas a veryrichgentleman, andwouldbe a baronightsomeday."
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"There! yousee!" criedMaryinanecstasy, "justas I said! HeirtoSirWalterElliot! I wassurethatwouldcomeout, ifitwasso. Dependuponit, thatis a circumstancewhichhisservantstakecaretopublish, whereverhegoes. But, Anne, onlyconceivehowextraordinary! I wish I hadlookedathimmore. I wishwehadbeenawareintime, whoitwas, thathemighthavebeenintroducedtous. What a pitythatweshouldnothavebeenintroducedtoeachother! DoyouthinkhehadtheElliotcountenance? I hardlylookedathim, I waslookingatthehorses; but I thinkhehadsomethingoftheElliotcountenance, I wonderthearmsdidnotstrikeme! Oh! thegreat-coatwashangingoverthepanel, andhidthearms, soitdid; otherwise, I amsure, I shouldhaveobservedthem, andtheliverytoo; iftheservanthadnotbeeninmourning, oneshouldhaveknownhimbythelivery."
Atthesametime, however, itwas a secretgratificationtoherselftohaveseenhercousin, andtoknowthatthefutureownerofKellynchwasundoubtedly a gentleman, andhadanairofgoodsense. Shewouldnot, uponanyaccount, mentionherhavingmetwithhimthesecondtime; luckilyMarydidnotmuchattendtotheirhavingpassedclosebyhimintheirearlierwalk, butshewouldhavefeltquiteill-usedbyAnne's havingactuallyrunagainsthiminthepassage, andreceivedhisverypoliteexcuses, whileshehadneverbeennearhimatall; no, thatcousinlylittleinterviewmustremain a perfectsecret.
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"Ofcourse," saidMary, "youwillmentionourseeingMrElliot, thenexttimeyouwritetoBath. I thinkmyfathercertainlyoughttohearofit; domentionallabouthim."
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Anneavoided a directreply, butitwasjustthecircumstancewhichsheconsideredasnotmerelyunnecessarytobecommunicated, butaswhatoughttobesuppressed. Theoffencewhichhadbeengivenherfather, manyyearsback, sheknew; Elizabeth's particularshareinitshesuspected; andthatMrElliot's ideaalwaysproducedirritationinbothwasbeyond a doubt. MaryneverwrotetoBathherself; allthetoilofkeepingup a slowandunsatisfactorycorrespondencewithElizabethfellonAnne.
"MissElliot," saidhe, speakingratherlow, "youhavedone a gooddeedinmakingthatpoorfellowtalksomuch. I wishhecouldhavesuchcompanyoftener. Itisbadforhim, I know, tobeshutupasheis; butwhatcanwedo? Wecannotpart."
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"No," saidAnne, "that I caneasilybelievetobeimpossible; butintime, perhaps--weknowwhattimedoesineverycaseofaffliction, andyoumustremember, CaptainHarville, thatyourfriendmayyetbecalled a youngmourner--onlylastsummer, I understand."
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"Ay, trueenough," (with a deepsigh) "onlyJune."
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"Andnotknowntohim, perhaps, sosoon."
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"NottillthefirstweekofAugust, whenhecamehomefromtheCape, justmadeintotheGrappler. I wasatPlymouthdreadingtohearofhim; hesentinletters, buttheGrapplerwasunderordersforPortsmouth. Therethenewsmustfollowhim, butwhowastotellit? not I. I wouldassoonhavebeenrunuptotheyard-arm. Nobodycoulddoit, butthatgoodfellow" (pointingtoCaptainWentworth.) "TheLaconiahadcomeintoPlymouththeweekbefore; nodangerofherbeingsenttoseaagain. Hestoodhischancefortherest; wroteupforleaveofabsence, butwithoutwaitingthereturn, travellednightanddaytillhegottoPortsmouth, rowedofftotheGrapplerthatinstant, andneverleftthepoorfellowfor a week. That's whathedid, andnobodyelsecouldhavesavedpoorJames. Youmaythink, MissElliot, whetherheisdeartous!"
Hecaughttheword; itseemedtorousehimatonce, andsayingonly--"True, true, a surgeonthisinstant," wasdartingaway, whenAnneeagerlysuggested--
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"CaptainBenwick, wouldnotitbebetterforCaptainBenwick? Heknowswhere a surgeonistobefound."
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Everyonecapableofthinkingfelttheadvantageoftheidea, andin a moment (itwasalldoneinrapidmoments) CaptainBenwickhadresignedthepoorcorpse-likefigureentirelytothebrother's care, andwasoffforthetownwiththeutmostrapidity.
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Astothewretchedpartyleftbehind, itcouldscarcelybesaidwhichofthethree, whowerecompletelyrational, wassufferingmost: CaptainWentworth, Anne, orCharles, who, really a veryaffectionatebrother, hungoverLouisawithsobsofgrief, andcouldonlyturnhiseyesfromonesister, toseetheotherin a stateasinsensible, ortowitnessthehystericalagitationsofhiswife, callingonhimforhelpwhichhecouldnotgive.
TheywerenotofftheCobb, beforetheHarvillesmetthem. CaptainBenwickhadbeenseenflyingbytheirhouse, with a countenancewhichshowedsomethingtobewrong; andtheyhadsetoffimmediately, informedanddirectedastheypassed, towardsthespot. ShockedasCaptainHarvillewas, hebroughtsensesandnervesthatcouldbeinstantlyuseful; and a lookbetweenhimandhiswifedecidedwhatwastobedone. Shemustbetakentotheirhouse; allmustgototheirhouse; andawaitthesurgeon's arrivalthere. Theywouldnotlistentoscruples: hewasobeyed; theywereallbeneathhisroof; andwhileLouisa, underMrsHarville's direction, wasconveyedupstairs, andgivenpossessionofherownbed, assistance, cordials, restorativesweresuppliedbyherhusbandtoallwhoneededthem.
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Louisahadonceopenedhereyes, butsoonclosedthemagain, withoutapparentconsciousness. Thishadbeen a proofoflife, however, ofservicetohersister; andHenrietta, thoughperfectlyincapableofbeinginthesameroomwithLouisa, waskept, bytheagitationofhopeandfear, from a returnofherowninsensibility. Mary, too, wasgrowingcalmer.
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Thesurgeonwaswiththemalmostbeforeithadseemedpossible. Theyweresickwithhorror, whileheexamined; buthewasnothopeless. Theheadhadreceived a severecontusion, buthehadseengreaterinjuriesrecoveredfrom: hewasbynomeanshopeless; hespokecheerfully.
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Thathedidnotregarditas a desperatecase, thathedidnotsay a fewhoursmustendit, wasatfirstfelt, beyondthehopeofmost; andtheecstasyofsuch a reprieve, therejoicing, deepandsilent, after a fewferventejaculationsofgratitudetoHeavenhadbeenoffered, maybeconceived.
Annehadneversubmittedmorereluctantlytothejealousandill-judgingclaimsofMary; butsoitmustbe, andtheysetoffforthetown, Charlestakingcareofhissister, andCaptainBenwickattendingtoher. Shegave a moment's recollection, astheyhurriedalong, tothelittlecircumstanceswhichthesamespotshadwitnessedearlierinthemorning. ThereshehadlistenedtoHenrietta's schemesforDrShirley's leavingUppercross; fartheron, shehadfirstseenMrElliot; a momentseemedallthatcouldnowbegiventoanyonebutLouisa, orthosewhowerewraptupinherwelfare.
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CaptainBenwickwasmostconsideratelyattentivetoher; and, unitedastheyallseemedbythedistressoftheday, shefeltanincreasingdegreeofgood-willtowardshim, and a pleasureeveninthinkingthatitmight, perhaps, betheoccasionofcontinuingtheiracquaintance.
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CaptainWentworthwasonthewatchforthem, and a chaiseandfourinwaiting, stationedfortheirconvenienceinthelowestpartofthestreet; buthisevidentsurpriseandvexationatthesubstitutionofonesisterfortheother, thechangeinhiscountenance, theastonishment, theexpressionsbegunandsuppressed, withwhichCharleswaslistenedto, madebut a mortifyingreceptionofAnne; ormustatleastconvinceherthatshewasvaluedonlyasshecouldbeusefultoLouisa.
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Sheendeavouredtobecomposed, andtobejust. WithoutemulatingthefeelingsofanEmmatowardsherHenry, shewouldhaveattendedonLouisawith a zealabovethecommonclaimsofregard, forhissake; andshehopedhewouldnotlongbesounjustastosupposeshewouldshrinkunnecessarilyfromtheofficeof a friend.
"Don't talkofit, don't talkofit," hecried. "OhGod! that I hadnotgivenwaytoheratthefatalmoment! Had I doneas I ought! Butsoeagerandsoresolute! Dear, sweetLouisa!"
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Annewonderedwhetheriteveroccurredtohimnow, toquestionthejustnessofhisownpreviousopinionastotheuniversalfelicityandadvantageoffirmnessofcharacter; andwhetheritmightnotstrikehimthat, likeallotherqualitiesofthemind, itshouldhaveitsproportionsandlimits. Shethoughtitcouldscarcelyescapehimtofeelthat a persuadabletempermightsometimesbeasmuchinfavourofhappinessas a veryresolutecharacter.
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Theygotonfast. Annewasastonishedtorecognisethesamehillsandthesameobjectssosoon. Theiractualspeed, heightenedbysomedreadoftheconclusion, madetheroadappearbuthalfaslongasonthedaybefore. Itwasgrowingquitedusk, however, beforetheywereintheneighbourhoodofUppercross, andtherehadbeentotalsilenceamongthemforsometime, Henriettaleaningbackinthecorner, with a shawloverherface, givingthehopeofherhavingcriedherselftosleep; when, astheyweregoinguptheirlasthill, AnnefoundherselfallatonceaddressedbyCaptainWentworth. In a low, cautiousvoice, hesaid:--
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"I havebeenconsideringwhatwehadbestdo. Shemustnotappearatfirst. Shecouldnotstandit. I havebeenthinkingwhetheryouhadnotbetterremaininthecarriagewithher, while I goinandbreakittoMrandMrsMusgrove. Doyouthinkthisis a goodplan?"
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Shedid: hewassatisfied, andsaidnomore. Buttheremembranceoftheappealremained a pleasuretoher, as a proofoffriendship, andofdeferenceforherjudgement, a greatpleasure; andwhenitbecame a sortofpartingproof, itsvaluedidnotlessen.